Friday, October 21, 2022

When will it be finished?

 The Eternalist Bible; The book in English.


Pieces of it have been started throughout the last decade or so, depending on when you want to decide which of my philosophical writings have been Eternalist. It's not unlikely also that many of my memes have been Eternalist.

The important thing is that there is now a solid plan in my life for making the Time to finish it. The goal is May 30th, 2023. I'll be in full-time retirement starting in April and devote five hours every day to its completion. Unless of course, I'm a lazy sod. It's happened before.

Yet I will defend the projects throughout my life that have had to be put aside indefinitely for one reason or another. Really, it never was 'another', it was always one reason only; money. I'd always start projects, like the Crowley musical; The Beast, or my novel 'The Divine Tyranny Of Beauty', or the recording prospects of the bands I created when I lived in San Francisco; The Living Daylights and Mr. E And The Necromantics, with the notion that once it was noticed, patrons would come forth with bankrolls. Don't get me wrong, MANY people have come forward donating their time, energy, and resources throughout my life as an artist, and to them I am extremely, one might say 'eternally' grateful. I suppose I was always looking for something greater to continue these projects. I hope this does not give ammo to those who make me out to be a flake. I'm not a flake. I've always worked, often at a half dozen projects at a Time. I haven't stopped working at creating ideas since I was,... hard to pick an age,... sometime before I knew words,









Monday, October 10, 2022

What are 'thoughts'? Do sperm have thoughts?

 

This topic was opened but not explored at last Friday's Eternalist Gathering. We'd done tai chi exercises and the band BLISSCRAFT had played. The hour was late for some and the feeling that it was wrapping up was in the air. 

For some time, I've felt that I've needed to open the topic of reproduction from the Eternalist viewpoint. So I said, "before you go, I'd like you to think about sperm." That stopped them. "Specifically, do sperm have thoughts, and if so, what are they?"

Many thirteenth tribe members become artists in order to overcome the toddler imprinting inflicted on them. Robert Mapplethorpe is a good example. In the unconscious, Satanism is a reaction to toddler imprinting, and it works well as long as nobody gets seriously hurt. Once freedom from brainwashing is achieved, many Satanists will mature into Eternalists. 

As I get older the things that change in my sexual nature are new sensations, mostly as intense though different from those I've had before. In my youth, my conscious mind was directed by thoughts of sex, a cornucopia of images and ideas, from potent vegetables to forbidden fruit. Now I often feel I'm burdened with a habit. The most consistent sensations however have been those in the pursuit of beauty. Only recently, with my creation of modern Eternalism, have I expanded my philosophy to one strong maxim; Beauty is the face of Time.